Stable... Unstable...

I am not very sure what to do... You want me to tell you me feelings, the things I am going through... But when I actually tell you, you say that I will drive you away by being so unstable... I am not sure how you define stability... if telling you my thoughts and feelings is being unstable, if having to breakdown once in a while is being unstable... then I really don't know what is stable... tt's also why I asked you if I can not put up a strong front when with you... If stability means I will not come to you crying in the middle of the night, will not complain to you bout this and that, will not tell you what is going through my mind or bothering me... fine... I can deal with my own instability... I can cry on my own, can complain to my bear, can talk to some other people... If what you really want of me is just stability, I can do that... I can always put up a strong front and be happy all the time I am with you... Just so that you won't keep saying that my instability will drive you away...