Limit...

I think I am reaching my limit... I am not sure how long more I can live with this... Maybe my mentality is different from yours... To me, the moment I decided that you are my one, you are family to me... my family thinks the same way as well... we speak of you like one of us... we include you like one of us... maybe 是我自作多情... you have not thought of me like a family... I am just an outsider... someone maybe close but not close enough... Sunday is family day... so I cannot be included... even if we can only meet once a week, its still not enough to meet on Sunday... cycling is more important than me... tennis, boardgames and friends are more important than me... next time when u have things to say, go tell ur friends... since they are worth ur entire Saturday while I am not... when u have heartaches at work, go tell ur family... since they are so important, they can jolly well listen to you... I do not need to supply pleasure and be treated with no importance... go and tell ur friends and family to help u save money... I do not need to do that...

"How important a person is in your life is equivalent to the amount of time you spend with the person" - Rev. Kong Hee