K again...

Went to K with my colleagues again... haha... crazy ppl... insisted tt I must go... came all the way to my place to fetch me... sang all the way till dawn... crazy guys... take turns to down me... so not fair lor... they drink beer I drink Vodka... where got ppl drink liqueur like tt drink one? less than 1 hr already down one jug of Vodka... cannot take it... they wanted to continue but I refuse lah... spent half the time sleeping... haha... lol... then take so many pictures of ppl slp... lol... haiz... haha... then went for breakfast at Balestier at 6am... then went to office and slp... haha... some scene it was... haha... 5 zombies... haha... the other 2 went home straight... lol... then slp until 9am, went for coffee then went to site... good thing this week I no need to stay in office... JY drove me to DTE, settle a bit of things then sent me home le... not very tired really... :) really had a great time... de-stressed after 2 weeks of work... hmmm... sometimes its really very difficult to battle against fate... some ppl, you wanna ask him out, also so difficult... then when he knows tt you are out the whole night he will be worried... haiz... confused... donno wat to do... now tt my current colleagues are very playful ppl, I am concern if he might be like my ex... although as of now it doesn't seem to be the case... maybe bcos of status problem... still learning to read him... accuracy still miserably low... don even know wat on earth he is thinking... donno wat game he is playing... wanna be my hero but like don't really wanna take off like tt... confused... 对不起。。。我真的不知道你会这样担心我。。。Feel so bad now... also donno how to make up for tt...