Monday, March 17, 2008
Communication breakdown...
I have absolutely no idea wat you are talking about... maybe you also don't know wat you yourself are talking about... only the things that you say count... everything I say are nothing... I have never ever meet such a Nagy guy before... you find things to quarrel then say that I want to quarrel with you... fine... I do things specially for you, say things that are meant specially for you, you doubt me and question that I have done the same for my ex... Do I have the right to be angry? Then you say you give in to me, don't want to quarrel with me... You say that you love me and are not bothered by my past and you promised that you will not dig about my past then you ask about my past then I am not happy then you say that if two person together have to keep secret, everything also cannot ask then together for wat? Then again you say you give in, don't want to quarrel about small issues... lol... then you say you don't like me calling you darling, prefer me to call you dear... I was like ok lor... then you command me "can you just do wat I say"? wat? am i suppose to answer "yes, sir"? For goodness seek... I am not army trained... I speak in layman terms... orh and ok lor all means the same thing as yes... I am a GIRL... girls are girls... maybe guys don't treat orh and ok lor as yes but I am not a guy... I am all so confused... you say that you are not controlling but everytime when we quarrel, I say let forget it, stop quarrelling... you will keep on going on and on and on until you are happy then say ok, forget it and I have to stop... you say "can you just listen to what I say?" then you say "call me after you have cooled down" then before I get to cool down, you will call me and scold me again for the things that you think I am wrong... then I ask "you ask me to call you after I cool down right? can you wait until I cool down then call you?" then you scold me say I little bit only also want to quarrel with you... say I petty... say I stubborn... say I don't give in... what am I suppose to do? what am I expected to do? I clarify the things you say then you say "forget it, if you want to listen you listen, don't want to listen then forget it"? ????? LOST!!!!! what can I do and what can I not do? am I still human? you just have to do whatever you please... do I still have a say in anything? do I actually have a say in anything? you always say that I only want things my way and do things my way... but at the end of the day, things are all done your way... did I have a say? NO!!! I say that its not advisable to call me in the morning cos I am usually moody... you will still call... I say that so long as you change you part, I will change my part... then you did keep you word then you say that you don't dare to trust me cos I did change when I promised to... There are so much injustice and when I voice them out, you say that I want to quarrel with you, I twist my words... Look... Listen... you say that you have had enough of me, enough of me quarrelling with you... say that if I continue to be stubborn and don't do what you say, I will surely regret... :) I tell you... I will have no regret... yes, I love you... there is only that much I can bear... only that much I can tolerate... you don't keep your word then you twist the whole situation around to say that I don't keep my word... I need justice... Somebody give me justice...
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