Miserable...

So miserable... how on earth are you suppose to survive with an asshole who says and does hurtful things and then brush them off by saying tt "he didn't know what he was doing" or "he didn't know tt it was wrong" or "nobody told him before tt it was wrong"... then when he has a problem with his life, a flaw in character then he refuse to admit it and try to come out with some lousy example to try to twist it around to say tt it is my flaw... when I am nice to him, he doesn't appreciate it and try to say some stupid things to make me angry then say tt I am not nice to him... how many times had I forgiven him for all the mistakes tt he made whether big or small and I don't even talk about them afterwards but then he will bring up the issue and say tt it was my mistakes then say tt I should love him with the love of Christ... Jesus, what will you do if it were you in my situation? I really donno how to handle anymore... I really hate being angry all the time... how would you talk to this kind of ppl? he says tt he wanna change but I donno how to help him... when I try to correct something, he will try to twist it around to make it my mistake... God... How??? I need more love from You... my patience is running low... help me Lord...