New Year...

Its a new year... Last year passed so fast... so many things happened... some good, some not so good... really learnt so much... never thought tt I am a person who knows how to love... what more those who will not love me in return... within one year, I really saw how God moved in my life... experienced the transformation process... though really not so enjoyable to go through but when you eventually come out of it, its not so bad after all... I always thought tt God will never use such a person like me, good for nth, screw-up everything... but you used ur life to show me tt God moves in the life of usual, common people... God doesn't use superman or superwoman... He is the superman... thinking back, there were so many events tt I regretted... for not doing enough, for not doing more, for being lazy, etc... nevertheless, thanks to all who did not give up on me... a million thanks to God for not giving up on me, for giving me chances and again, for lifting me up again and again when I fall, for seeing me through all the big and small things tt happened... can't thank Him enough... thanks to all for loving me even when I am really unlovable... I am really looking forward to a even greater year ahead... to all the adventures tt are on the way... cheers to all who are fighting together with me...

sorry to those who can't get me yesterday... sorry for not being able to spend the countdown with you guys... I was vomiting myself crazy... think I ate something wrong... I am ok already... thanz... anyway... I was watching 深情密码 earlier today... thought the storyline and ending was quite bad, I really learnt a lot from the drama... tt kind of capacity to love, to give is really what I need... to see the other side of people and understand their needs... so touching... haha... well... Happy New Year to all...